Not just love. More than these moments that get us off or make us feel elated, wanted, undeserving. Separate but equal just the same with distance. An ability to crave solitude, a power to decide when you don't have to be alone. A constant light when they tell you that your solitude is gloomy, darkening, all consuming of potential happiness.

I don't really know what love is because in all honesty it doesn't take a whole bunch before I'm inspired to take my desires to the paper. That's just documentation. Memories so when the real thing comes along, I'll know exactly why the others never worked out. Poems that just show how anti-alone a young woman can be.

I don't want my poetry to thrive based on how someone else can make me feel. A passion of mine that has to be constant, more inspirations, however I'm feeling. I don't want to be known as the girl that always wrote about being in love because I don't know if I ever really was...