i can honestly say,
there hasnt been
      one day
in the past year
where i havent been
          anxious,
                       stressed,
                                     scared.

but lately,
i have been free
from
       suffering,
              and
                   worrying.

for the first time
in a long time
i am
        happy,
                   relieved,
                                content,
                              with being.

i never thought
i would make it
                          this far.