again, it has happened
the realization hits as
my pupils dilate

once more sorrows
eyes have found
their gaze upon your face

autumn is your disposition
I have found winter in your distance
spring is in our step
and I long for summer in your embrace

but this time I spoke
this time we sparked

one again, I am shaking
but this time
I'm hopeful and warm

then we found ourselves
right next to each other

I asked if you had any
sisters or brothers

I don't really know why

I
could really
care
less

but I'm haunted by thoughts
of you as a lover