For a second today,
I didn't love you.

Today,
You seemed distant
As if I was a dream to you
Or a nightmare
As if I were holding out my hand to you,
But you were afraid to take it

Today
We were out of sync
I didn't know how you felt
And I was terrified

Today
I couldn't help you
How can I
deserve
To love you
If I can't help you

Today
You were distant
And we were out of sync
And I couldn't help you

Today
For a second,
I didn't love you.