i'm sinking again.
falling like a weightless child into her father's arms, i fall into depression
like there are a thousand of arms pulling
me down into this pit of darkness i was once
so familiar with
and I CAN'T BREATHE.
THERE ARE ******* PARASITES SEEPING INTO MY SKIN
THE EMPTINESS CHILLING MY BONES AND I AM CLAWING DESPERATELY AT SOMETHING IN THIS NOW
TO HOLD ON TO BUT THE PROSPECT OF
SLIPPING INTO MY PAST SELF IS SO VERY MUCH ALLURING AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
I JUST WANT TO PULLM Y HAIR OUT AT ALL THESE CONFLICTED
EMOTIONS

m.j.