Should I find you in these scary places,
Or hidden just beneath the basement,
Should I be looking for you left and right,
Or are you just beneath my sight,
Should I be looking for you in this place,
Or are you in a dumbwaiter space,
Should I wander in this space,
Or are you hiding behind big plates,
Should I stay or should I go,
While you're hidden just beneath this snow.
I fight to chase after you because
                                  I'm afraid to lose you,
                                                         But instead,
                                                        ­             I let you go,
And I regret and hate myself every day because of it...