I can tell you what it is, that feeling
but before, I must let you know I have dusty corners that need to be fixed from floor to ceiling
now in this room there is no use in stealing
its not gradual, look in my eyes in one second if i allow it, you will know the meaning
in my hands, beneath my palms there is a pounding
as water embraces the ocean, can you feel yourself drowning
trembling I hold it out of my chest
my hands are dripping in blood, and right now I cannot tell you the rest
here we don't use words, because there is no use for them
once they told me .....
but I refuse to believe that,
although I find trouble convincing myself - no they are lies
a lingering whisper that comes to me occasionally tells me otherwise
that little girl that lingered in the open spaces
with her nerves she traces
symbolic memoirs of something fading
I went downtown just to go downtown, no reason in particular
, days like those I cherish the beauty of solitude and city lights
after I got to the mountains I blushed to myself
when they came to say hi
this isn't were I belong
do I seem like an open book
I am an open book
but only the right eyes can read its invisible words
that were written with the happiness of few things
--
and the pain of many many things
behind my words there is a calling
read between the lines, can you feel yourself falling
slowly now I feel your wounds healing
I can show you what it is, that feeling
but before I must let you know, I have dusty corners that must be fixed from floor to ceiling.