crying over you like
i'm thirteen again
and i can't fathom life
without you once again,
can't believe i'm losing
you for a second time,
can't believe that these
same regrets still weigh
down so heavily on this
fragile, broken down
chest.

how can i love
something so much
when it was never
mine from the
start?

sick to my stomach,
shaking hands, lips
trembling while the
hourglass drips grains
of sand. time drags on,
time flies by, time to
turn around and say
my final goodbyes.

shivers wracking thick
shoulders, crawling down
my spine, somehow i pray
that you realize you
are always on my mind.