Scared to touch. Scared to feel. Everyone locked out and I'm locked in. After being bitten by the crazed animal a couple of times I learn to just keep my distance. Sometimes giving up is safer than being broken all the time. Contact digs up the longing ,craving, of knowing someone's gentle touch. Feelings just lead to more heart brake. People are saying that wounds heal. Well sometimes the scars never disappear. Scornful people can hold a grudge for a lifetime.