I almost lost myself within myself
or perhaps I have
life where shall you drag me upon your silk path
I am wondering in your pain
and not satisfied with your happiness
unless its in your sun
or in your sky
but night comes
and clouds cover
and where am I left
with no human
with no heart beat
with no emotion

alone I wonder
like a drop on a stormy night
I fall to the ground
and I am forgotten

I evaporate
or I fall into the dirt
that blends in with more of itself
with more of my loneliness

how incomplete I must be
when I look into eyes
and feel the pain of my own
and I forget about everyone else

in worlds
in where only I live
conquer me for I cannot conquer myself