its amazing how many words I let loose
off so many strings with you always in mind
but this shall be the last time i write of your existence

I remember your water like a faded fingerprint
bent and pressed all over my naked chest
I remember your meaning like I remember distant days as a child
everything is so faded
due to the crushing that i have done over time

now we speak in strangers tongue
although i never really knew you
I knew of what you might be
and I knew of what you did to me

- at some point on the time line I felt
like patience was lost even though it was there
like my mind had found another place to live
although it was here all along

or maybe perhaps I did loose my mind
to have thought that such a situation can bend
or levitate itself to my planet
where you and I would live
never once did you read the script
and show appreciation towards my
rare admiration towards you

never

in humans I disgust
but you kept yourself in a twilight
somehow in my sky longer than usual
and till now the enigma puzzles me
oh you epidemic and dreary young life
how did you condemn me
in all the ways you did