How many ways can I say, “I miss you” without sounding like a needy loser? I want to call you and tell you I love you. Even though I’ll probably just end up asking about your day.
There’s a wall I can’t break through. Not without hurting you. Am I obsessive? Am I compulsive? Am I crazy?
I love you.
There, I said it. Really. You don’t know how Long I’ve wanted to. I was scared to lose you.
But now you’re gone And I’m still here. In tears. Behind a pair Of shades darkly clear.
From the next car, It just looks like I’m distant. When really, I’m Thinking of you.
I used to think Heart break was just a word But in all truth, Nothing hurts worse.
The hole is just a gaping Wound in my chest Right where my heart Used to be.
It was painless when I gave it to you. But now that you don’t want it, I can’t bear to see it waste Away.
You know I don’t Cry very easily So why can’t I stop These streams down my face?
I didn’t know Crying a river Was possible. Even in the slightest.
My mind is like the ocean And I’m drowning in My own thoughts Because I forgot how to swim Pathetic, indeed.
I made a mix tape of Songs I don’t listen to. It seems so stupid But they remind me of you.
My mind is running in circles And I’m going nowhere fast I can’t change your mind Once the die is cast
I could write a novel for you About how happy we should be And you in turn, would do Absolutely nothing for me.
This poem *****.
Wrote this one four years ago. Finally decided to release the hound.