I'm here thinking about you and this situation of ours and I feel an intense throbbing in my head It came so suddenly with such ferocity, I decided to take a hot shower The warmth of it always seems to make my pain evaporate like the water as it touches my skin and as it touches me, I get a revelation A revelation so powerful, the water becomes even more heated it's like the throbbing in my head was God knocking on the door of my common senses and asking me kindly to wake up Wake up and smell the roses? No wake up and get moving Cause all the roses are withered and dying sweetie He tells me to remember that thinking of yourself isn't always selfish but necessary God was telling me to save myself from the tornado that's coming don't get ****** in by him, don't get caught in his whirlwind Let go if you have to The water becomes too hot and I turn it off And I suddenly hear a commanding voice say *"Make the throbbing stop"