it's when i'm in the shower
it's when i fall asleep in the fullness of time
it's when a pair of lips meet mine
when i gently glide my hands up and down my body
it's until then that i recall your fingers fondling my cold blooded skin
when lying in bed only leads to having night terrors of your fond smile
******* it that ******* smile
when you kissed and touched me in your dearest places but it only irked me
when i'm filling the void of sorrow by loathing you
i'm in this deep blue sea of hatred and i can't swim
you left me and it's until now i know i never loved you