See my smile snap like a twig hear the sound of cackling splinters mirth as if in mockery of the way my laughter breaks every time I remember litanies repeated beneath closed wrists closed eyes closed Knock on the frown of my mask I wish you would just knock See my fingertips trace the lightning that separates my irises Dry as the cracked ground of my lips Let me bleed on my own water the pit of my stomach See me bleed See me Let me just bleed on you.