No tears will I shed
I've lost too many tears already
Inside I know I'm crying
My heart broke in two as I went to bed

My emotions are unsteady
I don't know how to feel
I'd say a part of me's been ripped out
Myself, fragile as someone's old teddy

Not to forget but to cope I am trying
It's so different without her being here
I still go to take care of her
Warm tears it seems to be implying

I can't lock it away with a crimson seal
But won't the stained memory go away
Could not it fade to but a speck
But alas it wasn't to be for I can recall it vividly and good memories it always seems to steal

First Peter 5:7 tells you to cast your anxieties out no matter what about
To cast them on The Lord because He cares for us, for me
So I got down on my knees and prayed
It's still been hard but God has been and still is with me without a doubt