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LH2012
Poems
May 2014
Run.
****** it up.
I’ve done it again
I went against what I said
I put myself first
You don’t deserve this
Nobody deserves this
I feel nothing desirable
You shouldn’t love me
For some crazy reason
You do still love me
I can’t figure out why
But I know that you do
You show it in everything
You give me pieces of you
That no one else will ever see
I was your wild card
Your crazy out there jump
You weren’t going to go for it
And I pushed and you did
Then I ****** it up
I went behind you
I didn’t think
I put me out there first
You had hurt me
But I hurt you more
It wasn’t intentional
Now its remorse
Why do I keep doing this
I always fall back
There’s no escape for me
It’s always a **** up
I’m good at those
I ruin every good thing
Like tornadoes in Oklahoma
There’s nothing but destruction in my wake
I feel sorry for the guys
The ones that deal with this
People I hurt
People that trusted me
I can’t keep doing this
It pains you and I know it
We’re never going to get back
It will never be normal
I ****** it all up
It’s going to never go away.
I’m sorry I loved you
I’m sorry you trusted me
Take a hint, it doesn’t get better
It will only get worse
It’s just how I am
That’s all there is to it
I’m good at ******* it up
******* people over
I loathe that I do it
But it’s just how I am
Leave while you can
Before I **** us over worse
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