the intense concentration
all things hushed
our mouths
yearning to be connected forever
our tongues intertwined
i'm on the floor
your hands on either side of me
we learn
after falling so quickly for one another
every little detail about each other
i want to learn everything about you
every once in a while
i'd get scared,
nervous,
and i'd break it off
but you would just press your lips to mine
once again
and i let you
i don't care
i'm your little doll
i'd kill for that kiss again
i fear that the taste of you
will be tainted
with the tears of the heart that's to be broken
i'll be poisoned with the guilt
and lose my appetite for
the taste of you
never able to enjoy it as i once did
forever
my blood will be tinted with the regret
sadness
guilt
and a shard of the broken heart
will forever circulate in my veins
piercing me as it travels through my very existence
contaminate me
poison me
i have the sense of wrong and right
i have yet to access it
kill me now karma