Painted faces to hide the pain black umbrellas to shield the rain barred emotions to cover the abyss high tide walls to wash the mist eccentricity to stop the mundane quiet repression to hold the shame warm cozy blankets to warm the chill years of therapy to assuage the guilt beautiful poetry the express the loss and show the world high shined gloss... when will rainbows come instead of rain show my face without the pain allow my emotions to be as they will to break the walls that hold me still to be unique without the airs to throw away shame come out of my lair not need blankets to hold me dear quit the guilt quit the fear keep with poetry with happy endings show the world happy things... ITS TIME