tonight i’ll leave
the window open
because the summer air
feels fresh and new,
full of possibility
tonight i’ll sleep
without the covers
because the blankets
weight down on me
like regret
and suffocate my skin
tonight i’ll listen
to my entire music collection
and laugh at
the songs that used to
make me cry,
the ones that
reminded me of you
tonight i’ll throw caution
to the wind
and tell that boy
that i love him
because you taught me
exactly
what love wasn’t
tonight i’ll stay up
until my eyes shut themselves
because i have nowhere
to be
in the morning light
tonight i’ll finally
discover myself