I know this is bad
that I still think of your breath
across my neck
your arms around my waist
your lips brushing against mine
your hands
tightening our grip
you said you would never let go
but here we are now
farther than ever
and I'm sorry to admit
I miss you
even if you beat me
my heart and soul
and played me
my mind far too confused
you were always far too shady
should've seen this coming
yet I always stayed
never understanding why
all I know is I would still go back

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