Did you really think I could live with this? Even though you didn’t protect me, I trusted you. Welcomed you with open legs, And as your warm hand shook mine, I could tell something was wrong. My skin complexion became three words, S.T.D. Muscle aches and pains contracted from top, To bottom. No cure. Everyday I have outbreaks, Knowing that I can’t break out of this disease. Burning leads to the nerve paths of my discharge. ****, Began to ooze out like the secret you never told me. Unlike you, I was itching to try and make it go away, But the itching turned into torn blisters. Can’t cover up that disgusting smell, Because if I do, it will only get worse. Not that it was getting better. These blue and yellow conversation bumps will never go away, They just keep talking. I trusted you. But you only wanted me for your special needs. Now I’m in an episode of symptoms That keeps repeating every time I breathe. Lungs, feel like hands that turned into swollen glands, Squeezing, Until it moves down to my stomach, Causing me to throw up your guilt. I should have known something was up when you refused to go get tested. April 30, 2008, I’m diagnosed with ******.