It is never enough
nothing I ever do
Whatever is done
is never good
And with the time erased
lapsed on getting older
wasting what is left
is one ill ******* reminder
I'm no one
and you are someone
to look down at me
while I gaze lovingly up at you

Does anything matter?
Love, friendship
trust???
I have more belief in Angels Dust
than anything, most anyone
has ever done or said

It never was good
always had to be perfect
trying to live up to others
wants and needs
Twist myself all up
to comply
only to fit into my non conformity
which came naturally to me anyways
And to impress you was a waste of time
one ill ******* reminder
to believe only in myself
and not care about anything
or anyone else...........
I'll fool myself
that I care about no one else