Do you know what it is to silently wail? To scream, pushing open your lips until the world knows you are mourning, but absolutely no sound comes out. To shake and shiver and have tears roll onto your neck. But no whimpering. No shows. And you scream so loudly. But its all in your head. Because they don't understand. That *******. I'm a poet and I cry every time I use the bathroom at school. You just don't listen.