I try to keep you out of mind,
Free these thoughts that bind
Me to your gravity
Though I was there to watch you leave.

I start floating to greater good,
But I'd still have you if I could .
With helium, I fill my head.
You sink me down with bones of lead.

Draped in finest apology,
Like pearls you once gave to me.
Stop this feigned sincerity.
The silver leaving collars green.