Maybe's feel my head, letting me believe I am helpless. But with a few painful moments that have passed me. Even when I was shaking. My body betraying me like it does with everyone once in awhile. I ask myself if I can handle physical pain, then can 't I certainly handle emotional? For now I will allow myself to breathe and enjoy the moments when there is no pain, and all I feel is relief. Sweet relief cloaks me and I will bask in it as long as I can. The moments that is no pain.