i wished i were a princess
to live in a fairytale
and have no worries but being royal
to have that perfect prince that would love me
but the thing is before even having there perfect ending they have to go through the horrible things to get to their perfect endings,
i keep believing i will soon find my prince charming

I have to understand im not in a fairytale .... that i dont have a happily ever after
that  I'm not a princess ....... that i will never have anything similar to the life of a *princess