i am from under the car in the backyard playing tea party i am from the naps with bug pillow at Nana and Papa's house and from the excitement in my voice and thought i found a money tree i am from making secret recipes with my sister before she when to visit her dad i am from sunsets at the beach while sitting on warm sand eating a cupcake from going downtown with my sisters from water balloon fights in the backyard i am from making forts in Minnesota and throwing rotten apples at each other boys against girls i am from old memories with two brothers and two sisters from vacations with sand and snow i am from lost family members and tragic events from substance abuse and depression long sad nights alone and thinking i was on my own i am from the best of the best and the worst of the worst