I've been eating all day
yet my body still tells me that I haven't had enough
and that I must eat long after my stomach is painfully full,
long after the taste is bitter,
long after I'm disgusted with myself
and I've forced it all out.

Keep eating
go on
do it
keep eating,
it's all my mind ever says
it's all it has ever said.

what's wrong with me?
why can't I stop it
and plug my ears
and not listen?
why am I so disgusting?

Maybe I'm hoping to eat myself to death,
but in the mean time,
I'm nasty and miserable.
I'm revolting
but I can't stop.
I can't stop.