you lay in my lap your head a gentle weight hair, black and unkempt you stared at my eyes and whispered "you know you can't look back" and I never knew what it was that you meant until tonight 6 years later
later i would lay in your lap and sigh silently as i mustered the courage to tell you strangely that i was in love with you the night before i was to move i'm so glad i did
what we got into inevitably ended but you were the age of love that i know will forever be embedded