and the scene pans in on your arm stretched across the dishes, the noise fades in but you are not lost in the chatter, the camera assumes position of an all-seeing eye, except it is both you and me and everyone, the drifting lens lands on my fingers, my shoulder the bottom of my chin, I'm all a blurred face in the dim party lights, hair awash with the leaves and the plastic clatter of plates but you focus in and so do I, because it's me and you and everyone