I can't remember the series of events.
She said my mind will jumble up those years,
Leave the building blocks,
Simple ideas of what happened.

No part of me wants to talk about darkness.
If I pull one piece of the puzzle from this tower,
Everything will come crumbling to the ground.

So I couldn't honestly tell you of what I know;
I can tell you the feelings that suppressed the control I so craved.