Don't think of me as selfish for this last deed I begged for your attention, You paid no heed Promise you'll love me until my last breath The water is rising as I entice death My hands are clenched As my hair becomes drenched Shattered and torn I know you'll mourn But my joy will return As my ashes lie in the urn This is for the best I was never meant to pass the test Everything fades As I slip peacefully into the haze.