i. you're hanging off the cross assigned to me and before i appreciated it - i did, 't was really sweet of you it seemed quite innocent at first; they threw stones at you, yes, but couldn't really hit you they yelled and laughed and pointed at you and i felt bad(though, hate me if you wish, i was so glad it wasn't me they hit)for you, yet far not bad enough to start a crusade in your favor(would you? start a crusade for me? i doubt) now it's starting to get ugly and imsorryimsorryimsorryforbeingselfish they're munching on your flesh, devouring your """""sins"""""(they made them all up), they open their filthy mouths and blood, your blood falls down their crooked chins as they laugh and choke on you and keepondemolishingyou their stones don't miss you anymore, and neither do their knives (BUT YOU ARE PROUD) you wouldn't ask for help youareamanyoucanbearthisitsnotabig
deal (and i now want to get you off my cross but i don't think i can)
ii. i'm holding out my hand at you but you would die before you reach for it.
iii. AND THE WORST PART IS YOu make me want to strip out of my clothes and help you out of yours and have you till i stop wanting to tear my skin apart till we can't say day from night, till you and i can't walk and hardly manage to inhale-exhale-inhale till we forget we hate the world till we forget to hate i want to burn with you for you under you and this is really bad
iv. pleasejustgetupfromyourchairwalkovertomekissmehardkissmylipsandeyesandwriststhendragmetoyourhousandne-verletmegopleaseplease please