fear screams in my ears like an angry mother poking through my skin until it reveals my bones i am a lost soul, i am a lost soul, i am just a lost and lonely soul aching to find a home i have no one and no one has me that used to make me feel at peace but now i'm just so lonely
so i dig my nails deeper into things that i think will satisfy me but i'm left even emptier than when i've first come the fountain has now gone i am all alone
and the story well it goes on and on and on and on...
i wrote this in 2014; sometimes it still feels real