As I cry at night,
You keep driving,
My heart breaking.

Now the days are so long,
Nothing looks the same.

As I cling to the shirt you gave me,
I stop.

Trying to find my breath,
Remembering the memories,
Scared you'll never return.

I should've hung on,
I should've begged you to stay.

Depression surrounding me,
Swirling and laughing.

Curling in on myself,
Feeling nothing but pain and sorrow.

As I lay in bed at night,
I think of you beside me,
Dream of you by me.

When I wake up,
a smile on my face,
I look to your side of the bed,
See nothing but an empty space.

I close my eyes,
Letting the darkness inside once again.