I feel so alone.
Like everything I've always known is slowly fading away.
I find myself lying awake at night, wondering when it all changed.
Questioning why things are all of a sudden different.
I want to go back.
Go back to when I was sure.
Sure of who my friends were.
Sure of who I could trust and run to. Sure of who cared about me.
Now I don't know.
Everything is slipping from my grasp and I don't know how to hold on with a tighter grip.