Tears overflow Pressure below threatens to blow Yet in the eve are they only known Under cloak of a hopeful fool I give and give my heart And yet I don’t receive What I desire most But of course it’s me No one knows my disease of heart and soul What plagues, my demons, My existence Is only me No one knows No friend, family, foe, or creature knows my battle Life exudes from my eyes But this world bombards with endless grief A continuous sway between life and death Haunts me, pushes me, Paralyzes me, wastes me ‘Til my last breath