I want to thank you.
For ruining me.
I've always wanted my heart to be broken,
I've always wanted to be abused,
I've always wanted to be called names.
Especially by you.
"I love you"
How sick I get to hear these three words now.
How sick I get to think of them.
I shiver.
I *****.
I feel cold.
My family watch me,
they try to help.
"No. Go away."
They listen
So thank you once again,
For making me feel,
Useless.
Unloved.
A waste.