The years I've spent with bruises
My blood has run thin
Climbing up to nothingness
I let go and fell in
The impact of the ground
The lifeless look in my eyes
Breathing without a soul
Unable to cry
No will to move forward
So broken on the inside
That my outside is shattered
But no one can see that I've died
No emotion to show
No mood that I feel
I can only feel the
emptiness
Questioning if I'm even real
If I've died years ago
And my life is flashing through my eyes
If I'm deep beneath the earth
But still not alone enough to cry
I can't feel drained
Only haunted by despair
Never knowing happiness' pull
It doesn't get better
It only starts to rest
Then comes back stronger
Taking what emotion you have left
To be able to cry this one time
To have an emotion there
To shed a tear only once
To feel an emotion other than despair