The clock near the doorway

you are a woman

I haven’t ruined yet

tender and wet

and so full of promise.

.

I saw you across the room

through the sound

and the chaos

quietly laughing

.

I saw your eyes

and they broke me

.

All the inifinity

you hold in your arms

.

Let me in,

and I always swear

I will never frown

.

I got up to reach for you,

but when I looked up

your coat was out the door

.

When I walked out the back

you were heading towards the trees edge

your sillouet seducing me

.

I keep thinking I can grab you, love

.

as I step on the the sod

your figure becomes distorted

.

but I remember,

your skin was wax and ***

and innocence

.

Your back is lulling me in to the abyss

but I do not care if I lose the house now

I need you

I embark towards infinity