Show me your shame!
Revel in it!
Fluff your oh so glorious mane!
Be the ******* you're meant to be. COMMIT.
Be a fraud,
Pretend you're God,
You're not worth the angst in the very least.
Not worth the regret,
That I've had since the day we met.
Not worth it to me.
Not worth the world which I gave to you;
My world, my mind, my spirit, my hope. All I've ever wanted to be.
You've crushed it. Killed me. BOO ******* **!
You don't care, you never did will or even can!
You made me want to be the man...

Someday...
Everyday....
I'll be happy. I'll find God.
I'll accept that we're all flawed.

                                    But...
Untill then i'm stuck!
Stuck hating!
Stuck not giving a ****!
Stuck being cynical, depressed, mad...sedating.

I've found my sunshine!
MY calypso.
It's mine.
Today is someday, my eternal limbo.