I'll be quiet and I'll ponder as to how you're doing
I'll be quiet and watch you endure
take my word for it you deserve it.
I love to watch and adore.
I hate you so bad
I want the earth to swallow you whole.
I want you're body to ache in places you never knew you could feel.
I am sorry for talking about you in this sort of context but there is no sympathy.