Yes I'm scared and very insecure,
I make decisions and half the time I'm not sure.
I claim to be confident and happy.
while alone tears spill I don't want anyone to see.
Yet out of everything I say and do.
I really have fallen in love with you.
I know its a term loosely thrown around,
All these years of searching and your what I found.
And I'm afraid to loose the one person I hold so dear,
Your all I have and it causes my tears.
I'm afraid to voice whats on my heart,
Afraid you'll get mad and it will tear us apart.
Then I have whispering in my ear,
Saying all these things I don't want to hear.
Eventually after awhile you just learn to expect the worst,
Thinking their not going to be the last nor deffinatly the First.
Baby I want you to be my always and forever,
Promise to forever love me and leave me never....