you said you loved me, but the eyes was disgust,  
i felt the kisses warm, but tasted hate thrown up,
i held your hand, but your nails dug in my skin, gave me cuts,
i shown you my wrist to let you know ive been already torned up.
you will never get to hurt me like how i hurt my reflection,
you can say you ******* but cant crack my shattered reflection.
you can hate to love me but neglect my reflection, to understand me you have  to stand as my reflection.
to see me how i see you, you have shadow my reflection, you cant love me,cause i cant love my reflection.
my esteem is lower than it can possibly, my self esteem is on  a hiatus away from me, so why you stay with me????? why is my heart debris, why is my mind a disseas? why im a minor oddity uncommon, yet lost in  a common world of shadowed honesty, nothing is never true, but the heart that beats and the lungs that breathe,so why is my heart debris, why am i short of breath? cause i love you and that fillin my blood and arteries with my artistry...

BY: Emmanuel jv Hernandez
5/6/14