I. ANGER Dear you. Calm down Take the drama lay it down Sit yourself find the truth Find out what’s wrong with you I’m pretty sure that its not me But hey who can be sure these days? I take it back you’re being crazy Cause just maybe … maybe … Its you that’s causing problems Think your smart with all your quandaries Philosophies and history Or maybe your just repeating The facts with hyper-meaning Cause if you say it nice and boldly Suddenly its new and golden? You talk around in circles When you stop you leave me hurdles Should I respond? Is it rhetorical? A silence meant for an oracle. Cause if I say and disagree Suddenly the tricks on me If I lie and say your right … I think I’d rather fight Cause either way I lose respect for you But If I lie I lose respect for me I love you (god knows why) But I just can’t tell a lie.
II. SADNESS I think I’m stuck. I didn’t want to say it. After years I can’t speak truth to you I’m crying. What’s it worth to you? Cause you say that you love me. And that you want to know whats on my mind. Oh If only you knew what you’d find. Well it doesn’t seem you’d care …
III. CONFUSED If only you’d stop time like you used to do Open up to whats confusing you. These days nothing is confusing you What true human lives that way? Cause if everything so black and white That means that you have solved this life. And if you’re done then why do you need The comfort of another. You have no space for new life it seems. I do not expect everyone to live like me But I thought you understood That no day starts with the doors all closed. I’m trying to find simplicity You seemed to me to disagree And (of course!) I’m fine with that. No humans are the same until they are dead Soulmates are two, not attached at the head I do not want to argue whats clear to me. Stop now please before we bleed.
IV. DEATH I mourn the loss of loosened seams. Ready for the world to tighten. Or relaxed to blow and live unfrightened. I’m alone again, stuck in my head Perhaps to loose to live unsaid Without you the wind is lifting And we our separate ways, thoughts adrifting