are you really so ill that you can not stomach one word I tell you
you just nod off as if you want to sleep and then turn up the music the music you play isn't creative and now when I look back at this memory maybe you aren't either
maybe it's what I have needed to see all along that you were flawed worse than I was and I was only flawed because of you
but then again I still need you I don't know if I can look at you, though