always there, you always were.
how do I repay you
for that?
how do I live this life
how do I fulfill all your expectations.
I want you to be proud.
I want you to look down through the sky
and smile.

The bliss that I need from that seems impossible.
I need to hear you again.
I need your wise words.
I'm desperately seeking everything you never got to see of me.
it's not fair. this life took you away too early.
the
most
beautiful soul that's gone too soon.
the day I see you again,
that day is too far away.