im tired of my thoughts and feelings being torn from me for you amusement
im sick of hatred and torture from the people who should love me
i just want the peace i lived in back
but it was never there
i want sleep
i don't want death or dying
for those are ****** matters and beings
i want sleep
not mr sandman and his cookie cutter dreams
id be too tempted to do harm with those sharp objects
i want sleep
some kind of home i can curl into
i want sleep
in purple sheets
i want sleep
i want to be complete
but i cant find any rest
people tell me im too lazy to lay down my head
but how is that true
i want sleep
i just dont know how ill get it soon enough