Ouch, I've done it again
Pushed you all to the point of no return

And I don't know why I do this because my bones crack when I walk and my fat jiggles and my face could shatter a mirror

I keep insisting that better things are going to happen for me but I'm a disgusting disgrace
And the only thing god would think when he saw me is when did I make this piece of trash?
I continue to tell myself I am worth something, that I will become a someone. But we all know better than that

I'll pull you close, and push you away
I'll put you on the worst roller coaster of your life
I'll tear your life from your eyes

Because I'm sick and repulsive

Don't you dare feel guilty, this is all my fault
I am a nobody

And I'll take you down with me

I'll shed tear after endless tear but in the end I'll only build you up to tear you down

I'm no good for you and you're no good for me

And honey, I love you.